Posts tagged ‘metaphysics’

I Could Not Say, I Love You – poem

rough heart crop of Windows Sunset sample pic

My Very Dear Friend,
I don’t know what to say, but I must say it
My Self is restless with words
so I will listen,
refrain from restraining,
speak the Truth the self conceals
I knew you before
I know you now

I left my body a couple of times
to a different place, plane –
I don’t know that it needs a name
I arrived into an emptiness so full
full of what? full of light?
We engaged face to face
I felt serene, unthreatened
looking into your eyes
it seemed a long while
and you heard me say,
I Love You, though I spoke
not one word

I hadn’t noticed
the light within us grew
until we were apart
but together
each a part of the fullness
that at once surrounds us and
fills us until we are emptied
of our selves
We are Christ for each other
Namaste, one Self to Another

Until now, I could not,
my ego would not
let me say what I did not say –
the words you heard, though unuttered
because I was afraid
the polluted definition of love
would prevail in your mind
and I’d lose the Love that I had
yet to feel or understand
We are Love to one another
I know Love now, but I’ll forget again

So I forgive the ignorance of my
trepidatious self
who would not, could not
choose Peace
who would not, could not
say I Love You
Now I have shared the Love
shared my Self, let my Self be seen
because in this moment
I choose to no longer
fear the Conqueror of All Fear

Our world has learned to be
afraid of love; me too, but
sometimes I love you so much
I cry and that’s the reason why
I have listened to my Self,
uninterrupted, speak the Truth
I love you, I Love You
Here’s to the memories,
– that they remain vivid
so the words never need
be uttered again

copyright 12/27/2010 by Callisse J. DeTerre

Imagined Reality – image

Reality, you seem so true, but I know I only imagined you. Tomorrow, I’ll imagine a brighter hue. Indeed, we are co-creators and tomorrow is another day! Be mindful of the present. Believe in the power of a positive attitude. Be willing to dream and create. Perception is quite the artist, but attitude is its muse. Hope. Live. Love.

The True Self

Cast aside what tells you that it is the source, for there is only one True Source and the Truth does not clamor to be heard. What is of Truth reveals itself without assistance. Truth comes in the silence and stillness that resides between extremes. When you find balance, you will find serenity, for balance is it’s source, but all of life on every plane in seeking it will swing ever further away and back again to the Center because movement, vibration is of life itself. We cannot otherwise know stillness. And rushing past and through Spirit, the silence is broken.

So, it is with open eyes and ears, that I exist for I cannot know Truth or Light without exploring the dark and deception of this worldly plane. And as my path crosses those of others, I remind myself that the more critical my mind, the less judgmental will I be. For you see, the critical mind pays attention, notices details, seeks fact, asks questions, recognizes perspective, desires consensus, stands firm and yet bends. The critical mind is attuned to the the Truth and in seeking it gains Wisdom. From this conjoining the True Self is given birth, the Self that knows it’s greatest sin is to have forgotten it is one with the True Source, that it became full of itself by forgetting It IS because It was made to Be.

The True Self remembers. The True Self knows it IS. The True Self believes because it sees in the Light, hears the Truth and speaks with the voice of Spirit. The True Self forgives because It refuses to embrace any pain but It’s own. The True Self is Co-Creator of It’s Life, Imaginator of what could be. The True Self lives forever because Now is a moment like no other and the only one that Truth will see. The True Self is never lost because Light fills It’s ears and guides It’s way.